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For more than a decade, Gisele Bndchen was the worlds highest-paid supermodel. But it hasnt always been so simple. She talks about anxiety and hitting rock bottom, ethical activism and surviving Twitter storms
In the grand exhibition space of a Shanghai art museum, molecular blobs have been blown up on to giant screens to demonstrate the science element of a very long, very reverent summit on skincare hosted by Dior. The celebrity element is Gisele Bndchen, the face of a new range of creams and serums, who will shortly be on hand to help quantify how 30 years of advanced floral science and stem cell technology can help you look better. Being born looking like one of the most successful models of the century can also help, but no matter.
Health is becoming the new wealth, announces Edouard Mauvais-Jarvis, Diors scientific communications director, to a room of 150 or so delegates. Gentle electronic music pulsates in a space with a Kubrick-meets-Instagram aesthetic: clinically all white, all bright, accented by pillars of pink peonies. Chic French PRs circle beauty journalists, editors and scientists, while kooky Asian influencers, like kooky influencers everywhere, take aloof but cute selfies.
Bndchen or Gisele, as shes mononymously known bounds on stage after being introduced via video montages of her career and the new Dior beauty campaign. There are lingering, soft-focus shots of her sitting with her eyes closed on a mountain or looking wistful on a beach, set to soaring strings. The emphasis is on the models credentials as an environmentalist, activist, mother and paragon of physical perfection. Dressed in flared blue jeans, white shirt tucked into a Christian Dior belt underneath a myrtle green blazer with black kitten heels, her trademark wavy blow-out bounces as she takes a seat.
Im a big believer in your body being a temple, she says. Her voice is a deliciously Brazilian-accented husk. She has been put in conversation on stage with Chinese actress Li Bingbing and a local TV presenter to talk about personal wellbeing and the planet. What are we eating? What are our thoughts? Gisele asks the audience. Because when you feel better, you look better. And if we hurt nature, were hurting ourselves.
Belle of the ball: Gisele at the 2019 Met Gala Celebrating Camp, New York City. Photograph: Dia Dipasupil/FilmMagic
The presenter blinks and nods before inanely suggesting that If the environment gets clean and prettier, we will become clean and prettier? Li looks fantastically bored. It is left to Gisele to carry the weight of the event, which she does with amped up professionalism: enthusiastic, chatty, smiling throughout. She talks about her environmental activism, the need for inner beauty and peace to be the main goal, and why nature is a one-word philosophy that allowed her to heal her wounds. The presenter, seemingly awe-struck, closes her eyes and nods in agreement.
Gisele, pronounced Gi-zell-ee by her family, was 13 when she won her first modelling competition in So Paulo. She and her five sisters, including her twin Patricia, grew up in a middle-class home in a small town in southern Brazil. She writes at length in her 2018New York Times bestseller, Lessons: My Path to a Meaningful Life, about being bullied for looking too thin at school, of being a tomboy. The book is a hotchpotch of notes, a diary-slash-scrapbook of her life and how she apparently got there. She writes about being name-called Olly (as in Olive, Popeyes skinny missus) and wearing two pairs of pants to make my legs look thicker.
But by the time Gisele arrived in New York, at 18, and made her catwalk debut for Alexander McQueen, shed been rebranded by him as the Body and the boobs from Brazil by Dolce & Gabbana. The following year, in 1999, she became a sensation. Editors and designers declared the teenager, with her 36-24-35 bust-waist-hip ratio, marked the return of the curve; she rang the death knell for the waifish angles of heroin chic. Throughout the noughties, she steadily became the highest-paid model in the world, and has now clocked more than 1,200 magazine covers.
All I cared about back then was to be like this, she says, when we sit down together. Like, I wanted to belong, I wanted people to like me and it was important to me so I would go out of my way to say yes to everybody. I wanted to please everybody. God forbid I would, like, disappoint anyone. And hey, thats why I got panic attacks.
Take me out to the ball game: Gisele with her husband Tom Brady of the New England Patriots, victors in Super Bowl 51, 5 February 2017, Houston, Texas. Photograph: Kevin C Cox/Getty Images
Gisele was at the height of her modelling career when she says, gravely, that she hit rock bottom. It was 2004. She was 24. Shed worked for every major designer, become the $25m face of Victorias Secret and landed her 76th cover of Vogue. She and Leonardo DiCaprio had been named one of the worlds most beautiful couples by People magazine, and their relationship was a tabloid fixture. Yet it was her lifestyle, she says, that sent her spinning.
I was eating steak and fries every night. I was drinking a bottle of wine and smoking cigarettes and having a mocha cappuccino for breakfast. That wasnt so good. For many this might qualify as an average Friday, but as a world-famous model Gisele developed severe anxiety. It was uppers and downers, it wasnt drugs, but I couldnt sleep because I was drinking so much coffee during the day.
In her book, she wrote that for the briefest split-second, feeling trapped, she looked out to the balcony of her apartment and considered a dark feeling. She lifts both hands from her lap now and chats at speed. When I had a panic attack, I thought I was going to die. I was scared. I couldnt breathe. And what I realised was that I am creating this for myself: we are creating the lives we are living with our actions and we have a choice. I chose to come into [my routine] because it was a tool that I found to heal myself.
Golden girl: Gisele modelling Victorias Secret in 2000. Photograph: Getty Images
The episode marked a pivot to a newer, even more virtuous life. Gisele took up yoga, meditation, silent retreats, cut out sugar, alcohol, caffeine, carbs every health kick that has since become so mainstream as to be unremarkable. But before Instagram, before Goop, before vloggers and a global wellness industry worth $4.2tn, there were celebrity gurus and faddy diets. There were hooey health tips plucked from beautiful, famous people and the army of nutritionists, trainers, doctors and dermatologists that kept them so. In this sense, Gisele was an early adopter.
How does she feel seeing wellness and all she lived by transform pop culture? She shrieks. I have five sisters, and if I find a new recipe or something I like, I share it with the group. This is why Ive written the book. The whole point is more awareness, the more people get things like yoga, its a positive thing. The more people become awakened and conscious of the very decisions theyre going to make, then you dont have a bunch of people, like, half asleep, you know?
All but one of her sisters, who is a federal judge, work (in various, not altogether clear ways) for the wellness brand worth hundreds of millions of dollars that Gisele has built around herself over the past two decades. Hers is a sun-kissed, barefoot hippy, organic aesthetic contrived as a lifestyle catalogue: all yoga poses at sunset and cosy sweaters and leggings, with inspirational mantras for simple, fuss-free, eco-living.
Now, every morning, Gisele wakes up to the sound of the ocean waves from her phone speaker and begins a fastidious routine. Stretches and meditation come first, followed by swilling oil in her mouth for several minutes to clean out all the guck and detoxify teeth and gums. Then a workout listening to a YouTube video on maybe ancient Egypt or Greece, followed by drinking lemon and water, making healthy breakfasts and lunches for her kids, and sipping a green juice. The school run and a shower are completed before she begins her work in her garden office, the Sanctuary.
Gisele swears she doesnt find the regime difficult: most of her meals are plant-based; snacks such as roasted pumpkin seeds are considered a treat. I do it because it makes me feel better. It makes me happier in my life. I make those choices because it gives me something right back. And Im happy that more people are getting access to that because the more people who know about it, the more its going to make them happier. And if you have a happier world, the better its going to be.
I dont really care what anyone thinks. I care about living my truth. Photograph: Nino Muoz/Parfums Christian Dior
Giseles logic is as sunny and indefatigable as her disposition. A lot of people may strive to live like her, I say, but often the discipline gives way to more urgent priorities. They just have to make the decision of working at it, she says earnestly. Thats the problem with todays society, people want instant gratification where its you know: I want to do something and [when] I wake up I want to look like this. Im like, er, well, you know for me to cure my panic attacks, it took months. I could have taken a pill, but I decided no. Im going to wake up every morning and Im going to meditate and do breath work. It took months. Which is fair, to a point. But not everyone has access to the financial and physical support she has. Everything starts with discipline, she says.
If Giseles lifestylenow is the warped embodiment of aspiration, it is one she has carefully curated. She split from DiCaprio in 2005, after it became clear he wasnt on the same journey, so to speak. In 2009 she married the NFL star Tom Brady, after three years of dating. They have a 10-year-old son and an eight-year-old daughter together, along with Bradys 12-year-old son from his previous relationship with actress Bridget Moynahan.
Gisele and Bradys is a cookie-cutter, loved-up wholesomeness. At their wedding, they gifted each guest a copy of pop-psychology guide The Mastery of Love. Forbes has named them one of the top three highest-earning celebrity couples of the past decade. When Bradys friendship with Donald Trump caused a sensational backlash, it was Gisele who distanced the couple from the president. As Brady put it: I talked to my wife and she said I cant talk about politics any more. I think thats a good decision for our family.
What does she credit to their success as a couple? Ive been with my husband for more than 12 years now and, as you know, men are very They want a lot of attention. Theyre like, they demand… They need a lot of attention, like children do, like your family, your friends. So I think the important part is to have fully present moments with everybody. I think that leads to fulfilment, because they dont have half of you, they have all of you in that moment and then they get recharged. Gisele seems to have cracked this one; despite the clock running down and her neat ability to filibuster rather than answer all my questions, she holds perfect eye contact and maintains she is fully here and Im having this experience and having an exchange. Im not picking up my phone or texting somebody or thinking about my laundry or my dogs. Its the same thing with my kids. When Im with them, Im with them, on the floor with them, talking with them, really listening to them. Same with my husband.
Power couple: Gisele with Leonardo DiCaprio in 2005, before they split. Photograph: Jeff Haynes/Getty Images
After a decade of backing tree-planting reforestation initiatives in Brazil and launching a clean water project in her hometown, Giseles environmental activism is set to step up next year. Her Instagram feed, which she writes in Portuguese and English, is often scattered with missives that remind followers to take better care of the planet.
Given her life at home and with work, is her carbon footprint a worry? Is she aware of what it is? Ive been working on something, but I cant say it right now. It has to do with the movement of regenerating the planet, she says. I do everything I can do. We compost. We have a garden. Yes, I could probably live in a smaller house, but we have solar panels. I tell my children its about the three Rs: reduce, reuse, recycle. If you go into my closet, for example, youre not going to believe it, because I have, like, the jeans I wore three years ago. It feels churlish to point out that in the civilian world, this is totally normal: Giseles life exists on a plane of fabulousness because, well, surely, that is entirely the point of being Gisele.
Thats how I am, she adds, still keen to maintain low-key relatability. I dont need stuff. When you need stuff its because you havent really worked out the inside.
We both laugh, given the irony of the statement coming from someone working in the fashion industry. The fashion industry is not what Ive done, sing-songs Gisele. Its what I do for work. And also, I havent really done a lot of stuff because I feel like its not in alignment with what I believe in. I say no to 95% of things that come to me.
I mostly like to be outside with nature, doing something physical like surfing. Photograph: Nino Muoz/Parfums Christian Dior
Given that she turns 40 this year and is fronting a line of anti-ageing products, I ask how much she worries about her face and body changing as she gets older. I think, for me, its more about the way I feel, you know what I mean? Its like, I breastfed my kids for three years each because I felt it was the most important thing I could do and I wanted to give my children and myself that experience youre not going to have that again. Yes, its going to make your body change, yes I can work out to be fit and feel good and rejuvenated, but I cant change the fact that both my kids liked the left boob.
In 2010, at 30, Gisele said that there should be a worldwide law, in my opinion, that mothers should breastfeed their babies for six months. In 2015, seemingly going against her own well-pronounced principles on keeping all things in life natural, she was papped in Paris visiting a plastic surgeon for surgery on said left boob. Aware of the backlash that would ensue amid charges of hypocrisy, she bizarrely tried to disguise herself in a burqa but was caught out by paps who recognised her driver. She was ridiculed brutally online.
When I did that, I felt like I was trying to please. Because I was the Body and She takes the briefest pause. Look, I think if you do something because it is what you feel is your truth, then there is no problem. Then whatever you do is going to bring you joy. But if you do it because its somebody elses idea of you, thats the problem. So that was another lesson that Ive learned the hard way. I feel like today, where Im at with my life, I dont really care what anyone thinks. I care about living my truth. I care about being a great mother.
She wont elaborate on her feelings about getting older, suffice to say that again, I mostly like to be outside with nature, doing something physical like surfing, horseback riding, I play volleyball, run around with my kids or take my dog for a walk. I dont really exercise because I think I want my butt to look good or this way. She smiles, fixed on wellness guru autopilot. Its important to do those things that really nourish you, benefit you, make you feel good, she ends. I think thats vital.Gisele Bndchen is the face of Dior Capture Totale. Dior Capture Totale C.E.L.L. Energy Super Potent Serum 50ml is available from 22 January;dior.com
Makeup by Yumi Lee using Dior Capture Totale Cell Energy; hair by David von Cannon; styling by Katie Mossman; nails by Deborah Lippmann
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